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Dear sunshine, It's 6.7 now, and I can't help but reminisce about my childhood. It seems like a lifetime ago, and yet, it was a beautiful day filled with simple joys. The memory of that day still brings a smile on my face. It was the day I stumbled upon the CF (not the gun-related game) and my heart raced as I saw my rating reach 1750+! The pressure was immense, but I enjoyed the carefree atmosphere of that summer afternoon. Even though I stayed up late, exhausted from the marathon, my spirit soared as I finished the race with a personal best of 3'36''. Though the journey home was short, filled with laughter and conversation with my friends, I found myself strangely drained, my legs aching, my blood sugar dropping, and the results of my second-to-last run only so-so. Yet, the determination to keep running never wavered. From 6'40'' to 4'30'', my journey was filled with small victories. I can't help but feel a pang of nostalgia as I recall those carefree days. I yearned to experience the joy I once felt, to embrace the summer sun and enjoy the simple pleasures that brought me so much happiness. I'm sure you can relate to the bittersweet feeling of bittersweet memories. We all hold onto the past, the good and the bad, with varying degrees of intensity. So, dear sunshine, as I sit here reflecting on my own life, I find myself wondering if you ever feel a twinge of nostalgia for your own childhood. Do you miss the carefree laughter, the boundless curiosity, and the pure joy of being alive? I know that my life has taken me down different paths, but your words echo in my heart. They remind me of the importance of cherishing the present, of savoring each moment, and of finding joy in the simple things that once brought me so much happiness. Keep shining, sunshine, and remind me that I, too, am still alive and breathing.

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前言

貌似是18岁成年以后的第一个儿童节，有点平淡，但是也蛮充实的一天。简简单单写封信吧，可能等6.7再有感慨的时候还会在写点东西。

致你 致我

你好

不知道你对儿童节会有什么样的看法，或许你看着还有5天的高考倒计时心里有些许复杂，面对即将到来的高考，有压力，但更多的一种平轻松的心态，或许你现在还在为满桌子的卷子而头疼，或许你在等待放假后去小机房的集训，殊不知自己将和pyt jbb xin 等人打牌打到深夜，或许你在给小姨家的妹妹过生日，或许你的年纪更小一些，仅仅是完成了六一节的节目表演，累的倒在床上呼呼大睡，或许...抱歉，我对6.1的记忆只有这么多了

你好奇今天的我在干什么吗？也没有什么特别的吧，平平淡淡的一个周六，但是也有一些小成就，比如一觉醒来发现 CF（不是那个枪战游戏喔） rating 到了 1750+，刚好可以参加集训，但是也有些小压力，你还是第一次感觉暑假的事情这么多，回家呆的时间好少，下午又去和小组的同学们交流了一下最近的成果，虽然你自己也很迷茫很懵，晚上去跑了个 1km ，这倒是很让人欣喜，大概两个月前体测的时候，你跑完 1k 有点低血糖，腿抽筋，感觉虚脱了要晕倒，难受了好久，成绩却只有可怜的4'04''。经过了大概20天的跑步吧（最近一周没咋跑），这次呢，感觉没有竭尽全力，跑完之后只是四五分钟就缓过来了，汗都没出多少，成绩却到了3'36''，有一说一，我挺意外的。

还有之前坚持跑步，从一开始的配速6'40''到最近的4'30'',在进步。当然，虽然跑步的目的一直在变化，但是结果终究是好的，可能做这些的目的只是想证明，想告诉自己，我还在鲜活的活着吧。

其实现在真的很怀念像你这个年纪的时候的，可能人这种动物就是得失去了才懂得珍惜吧。

羡慕你每天的担心只是我偷偷出去买零食托管老师会不会发现，今天买的精灵卡有没有喜欢的角色；羡慕你可以在回家的路上，和弟弟妹妹钻进汽车的后备箱，看到后面驶来的车辆，想象成一个又一个的敌人，不断使用自己的想象力和这些虚无的敌人对轰；羡慕你每次在姥姥在院子里晒被子的时候都会，钻进被子的中间，尽情的闻着这些阳光的味道；羡慕你每天早上被姥爷催促着起床，然后被逼着洗脸，又着急忙慌的去吃姥姥做的汤面；羡慕你和同学唠嗑或者打牌到深夜（其实现在的你有时候也这样），然后第二天超级困去打模拟赛。

记忆变的模糊了，暂时就先回忆这么多吧。嗯？你问我“难道现在的你不开心吗？你不也过得很充实吗”。

不不不，很开心的，只是有一点点的怀念，我现在做的好多事情其实也是小时候的你所想要做的，我也很满足，突然感觉晚上可以和家人视频会这么开心，从一种截然不同的视角看弟弟妹妹的儿童节，感觉还是别有一番风味，希望你也可以珍惜当下喔，珍惜你生命中的每一帧，长大了可就回不去了哦。

好啦，弟弟叫我打游戏了，拜拜了先，咱们有缘再见，要天天开心喔